Somehow
I’ve changed and I’m skeptical believing that it’s for the better. For a girl
with no expectations, I seem to get disappointed fairly easy. Getting a PhD meant redefining myself, and showing that person off…whoever she is…in
whatever light I chose. Why didn’t I realize the absurdity in this expectation?
Why did I want to ‘redefine’ myself when I had never actually been defined at
all. I still have no idea who I am, ironically less so than before.