Twerps

It’s been a strange and horrible summer. In the last three months I have moved in with a man (Sgt Jim), gained ten pounds, and broken his heart. I wanted it over because of his three kids, military status, deployment to Afghanistan, bad tattoos, etc. While all of these still apply, tonight I called him because I missed being around him. I’m not ready to end it, there’s no closure. I want to have sex with him and look at him again.

I’m tired to trying to figure out if he’s ‘the one’, if/when my father will approve, what my friends think, if it’s really love, is he cool enough bla bla.I need to get an apartment in Monterey first, then he can come over and nobody will know ever. I’m not telling a soul.