The New Year has brought with it new
problems. As I am wont to do, I refuse to focus on these and instead focus on
solutions. Unfortunately, my problems—centering around Dave—have no solution,
vivid from the fact that he described our relationship as ‘doomed’. I don’t
know what to do and feel helpless trying to fix this thing which is totally out
of my control. I only want him to prioritize me….over everything else. That’s
all.