Yesterday’s much feared upon yet welcome
bit of closure took a nose dive into the bog of eternal stench. The Capt. Felt
brave enough to visit his old teacher, under the guise of ‘looking for a tutor’
for a friend. Bullshit. He simply decided that the timing was right to see me,
so he did.
My heart sank when he walked into my
office, and fuck him for doing so. We chatted he asked about my health said I
looked good, filled him in on my life and how great I’ve been, and then
realized I had to go to class. Since we were in the middle of catching up, I
said goodbye and ‘if it isn’t weird for you, let’s hang out”. With great
hesitation he replied—as if letting me know through a forced pause of silence
that he was about to break my goddamn heart “I have a girlfriend and I don’t
want her to get jealous’. Wow. I had no idea he had begun considering his
girlfriend’s feelings.