A vacuum, a joke text, a girlfriend
discovering correspondence, a dumping of the Capt by said girlfriend all led to
my discovery of how toxic this guy really is. I feel strange about it though. He
called to tell me the seriousness of their relationship and how he was in the
car driving to San Diego to see her. Maybe I should have been stronger—more
direct, less available—but I can’t blame myself. He lies, he cheats and he
smiles as he does it. There is absolutely nothing to gain from a friendship
with him. Begin phone fade out.