Dear Farrah,
One drink is never one drink. You are not
able to live that lifestyle—no matter how much you want it. It’s not because
you’re weak, but because you’re human and all humans have imperfections. I
don’t want yours to be where you put a shotgun to your head.
It was boring sober, but it was livable,
feasible, and functional. Besides to be totally honest, you were happier too.
If anything, everything feels so much worse right now.