Keyser Soze

It all came crashing down

I believe that in a matter of seconds, your life can turn upside-down. It’s strange that after the utterance of just a few words, the presence of a man…the constancy of his presence becomes a permanent absence. 

This control-obsessed girl will now attempt to do the unimaginable: sum it up to destiny [that I rigidly control] and the connection of things.

I choose to celebrate [:/] these just a few words that streamed from my lips…perhaps to create a sense of fortitude…most likely, however, self-righteousness will put a nasty little noxious fuck of a reflection in my mirror. Maybe fate will deliver a more accepting one. That's for the weak-minded, and given my current state, I'll take it.