The bubble bath went wrong last night; I lost the initial solace it was meant to deliver and instead tried to drown myself. I’d be free, at
least. But it’s too erratic, and I’d ultimately be running away from my
problems. I must remember that everything won’t always be easy. This is what
people mean when they say that relationships are work. Here’s what I need to
remember to maintain healthy perspective:
1.
He cannot be the source of my happiness. If he is, I will end up in the bathtub again
2.
I
am not a priority in his life and he shouldn’t be one in mine
3.
I
have a million more important things to do than think about him
4.
Let
it happen, don’t control
So there’s the bullshit wish list. Time
will tell all. Thanks for the idea, Monica.