Hopefully this will make sense one day. We
are through. He is my ex, and I his. I entered this relationship with no
expectations and exited feeling that I had lost out on being his wife and
somebody’s mother. But I also left loving a wonderful man. And he loved me too.
And he does not love easily. He claims to not be ‘fit to be anybody’s boyfriend
right now’. I told him that he just let the best woman of his life go and he
claimed that I was probably right.
If is successfully make it through the
next 22 minutes I would have survived one day in three weeks without crying. My
progress is slow, but I suppose that’s the nature of progress.
Update: I didn’t make it the 22 minutes.